Well, we are inching closer to Steve's test. I have to be honest. Today has been a hard one, emotionally for me. GA didn't make it through the night - teething, tummy issues, not sure what else. Dealing with a bank and the city govt only to find out that it isn't worth my time - just pay the fee for evidently mistyping my acct # so that I get charge a NSF fee even though there is money in our acct. Steve's stressed beyond description. Lily is starting to show the wear and tear of an uncertain life.
I am WORN out. God is providing for us financially (in some pretty neat and miraculous ways). Why can't I trust him emotionally? I am beautiful even when I am emotional. I choose to believe even when I don't feel it.
I just want this house to sell, sign a lease on an apt, and get started on our new life. Patience is not one of my strengths.
Plans, perspective, and a bunch of dead plants
6 years ago
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