I will try to make this quick as time seems to be something I do not have enough of!
Yesterday I had a REALLY bad day. I yelled at Lily when I should have remained composed and the day was one of those days to begin with. My mom came over and she offered support and let me vent. I woke up with high hopes and a relatively relaxing slow morning today.
I read Ps 46:10 (God basically laid it in front of me)- Most people who know that verse know it as the "Be Still and know" verse. I read it in another version this morning and it said, "Cease striving and know that I am God." This just seemed to click for me.
I intended to think on it/meditate while driving to work. I arrived at Branches to drop off Lily and realized I didn't have her lunch. To keep this short, I nearly started bawling. Felt like it was too far to go home, but HAD to.
Started home, checked by bag for my cell phone and it wasn't there. I was pretty sure it was at home. In checking though, I grabbed MY lunch box. It occured to me that I could leave it for her instead of heading home. I could charge lunch at school.
After I got on the road, I felt like God was clearly telling me that this morning was a perfect example of how I was striving to have everything perfect and in line. I need to let God be God and not let my emotions get the better of me.
I am convinced that God prompted me to check for my phone and gave me the idea to leave my lunch for her.
Now for just a few Lily stories . . .
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One the way to church tonight, Lily was talking about "the king." I thought she was talking about a book we have been reading, so I asked her who was king. Lily responded, "Jesus!"
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On the way home from daycare, Lily was banging her drum she had made at school. I asked her what song she wanted to sing while banging her drum. She started singing "Jesus Loves Me."
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We stopped for gas after church this evening. I left the radio on while I pumped gas. I got back into the car, because it was so cold and found this. Sorry, my voice is so loud on the video. I took it on my cell.
If you haven't guessed, we seem to spend quite a bit of time in the car!